crumbs are for the birds…and you love, deserve so much more
Trembling through the fire You taunted me today I saw it in your eyes That merciless desire
Out of the oblivion you appeared Twisting along the country road Alone with my thoughts A familiar hand waving as I leered
Suspicious of your calculated gaze My throat caught a gasp Nothing made sense Again leaving me in a daze
This shell has turned into dust What do you repeatedly want from me Flatten your destructive path wasn’t enough Emptiness hollowed with it trust
Flashed quickly through my brain These are the confusing thoughts Stay in my rear view please I’m jumping off that train
What more could I give Everything you took Received nothing in return Times up let me live
Author: Tammy Kay
Somewhere along blurred lines, my self worth was solely dependent upon everyone else's opinions besides mine. Past life would keep dictating this way of “living” for a very long time. Like a brick pathway, my belief system was cemented in and it established a flawed premise of which I had learned to stick with and live by. I have since come to understand that a belief is just a thought I continue to have.
So brick by brick, I’ve begun the demolition and reconstruction during this process of becoming the most authentic version of me. For a lifetime this far, I have accepted the unacceptable, tolerated the intolerable and have remained in places far beyond their expiration date. After all, I had to stay with all my broken pieces. Now, I have been stifled for far too long. Freedom has bestowed upon me the use of my voice at last. Won't you join me on a new roller coaster of life as I navigate my way through this next part of my journey?
I promise to share my experience, strength and hope from my heart with depth and truth. I guarantee I will write about difficult things, struggles and even pain, yet in the darkness a little light glows. Through inspiration, a glimmer will shine because I want to leave you a little better than when you first found me.
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