crumbs are for the birds…and you love, deserve so much more
Though my light was dimmed
It’s that 2am shiver that used to make me quiver
I’d drift away praying you’d stay
Morning would come and let me wonder is he done
Where was my shine once so divine
Everyday a little less love forgetting to look above
Why are you with me I never felt free
This was a nightmare dressed like a daydream
Something was true I was feeling brand new
This fire began to glow as I started to grow
There’s that spark I thought went dark
Here I will remain never again to be the same
Author: Tammy Kay
Somewhere along blurred lines, my self worth was solely dependent upon everyone else's opinions besides mine. Past life would keep dictating this way of “living” for a very long time. Like a brick pathway, my belief system was cemented in and it established a flawed premise of which I had learned to stick with and live by. I have since come to understand that a belief is just a thought I continue to have.
So brick by brick, I’ve begun the demolition and reconstruction during this process of becoming the most authentic version of me. For a lifetime this far, I have accepted the unacceptable, tolerated the intolerable and have remained in places far beyond their expiration date. After all, I had to stay with all my broken pieces. Now, I have been stifled for far too long. Freedom has bestowed upon me the use of my voice at last. Won't you join me on a new roller coaster of life as I navigate my way through this next part of my journey?
I promise to share my experience, strength and hope from my heart with depth and truth. I guarantee I will write about difficult things, struggles and even pain, yet in the darkness a little light glows. Through inspiration, a glimmer will shine because I want to leave you a little better than when you first found me.
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